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Name: Sophia
Gender: Female
Interests: Dance dance revolution, Art, Oekaki BBS, manga, music, friends, family, instrumental, art, comics, love, emotions, swimming, movies, books, thinking, Christianity, God, praise, God, Bible, God, ... God
Expertise: Loving God. I hope that's my expertise. :]
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
11/18/2005
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| So... here's the edit to the poem. I think I'll continue to edit this thing. It ends too awkwardly and some of the stanzas/verses still don't flow that well. I own this poem (got the help of RhymeZone website)!! Do not copy. :D
Whenever we go up the heights,
He loves the city lights,
I prefer the star lit sky,
It's not like I really try,
But I avoid his pry.
Maybe it's not meant to be,
All my friends tell me to take heed,
But it's so hard to see,
Especially when he begins to plea,
"Come back to me."
I can barely hear my heart beat.
How can I stay strong,
When everything I do seems wrong,
Being alone, it's so hard to feel I belong.
Maybe I should just agree,
Take it easy and be free,
Don't even bother to see,
The severity and the decree.
But I love rules, the forced choices,
I don't have to do anything but obey,
he doesn't see it as okay.
Time goes day by day,
And I just don't want to pray,
Isolated in my room,
Trying to find my own way,
To my own dismay,
Everything around me decays,
All the little things are swept away.
Maybe it's cliche,
I'm only human.
'Cause of this,
My filthy nature ignores His insistence,
Or rather push away His assistance,
Creating an even greater distance,
Which slowly attracts me to his persistance.
During all this ignorance,
I lack my sustenance,
Everything around me decays.
I'm sorry, City-Seer,
We had good memories,
But also things that should disappear,
It seemed all so clear,
That we were meant to be,
Now, I just don't agree.
It may be austere,
But it's sincere,
I fear that our relationship will only be a tease,
I don't want it to linger like a disease,
Let's just make appease,
To make it ease as a gentle breeze,
And leave to relieve our naive years.
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| So, I was craving McDonald's this past week so I finally got it today. When I got the food, the manager was all peppy and happy. That was cool. When I was leaving McDonald's, there was this older woman passing by. She laughed while we were passing each other and said, "I really like your shoes." I thanked her and I was a much happier person leaving McDonald's compared to when I was entering McDonald's.
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| Man... I want to draw so bad. But I got an exam today that I haven't studied for a lot...
Meeting up with Julian was pretty rad. I forgot how good it felt talking about media, society, and God.
It's not easy finding time to have a good chat with a good friend.
It already feels like I lost a lot of friends... or at least a lot of social contact. Since I have friends that are older than me, my friends already kind of... moved on, or they're too busy. Most of them are dating or they're male so it's awkward now. I was listening to lecture (good thing) in my Personality class; we're going through Erik Erikson's personality development and it says that from ages 20~30 people are discovering if they can find love/deep relationships at this time. Mmm... is this why relationships are getting a little more awkward now?
Anyway, I've been appreciating the single life so much. The freedom it brings. I've never appreciated the single life. I've always wanted someone close to me for various reasons. Well, God is certainly good.
"Christ is the only man who will not fail or disappoint [you]. So fill [yourself] and be complete in him." -Jules
Dude. Paul Dateh's cover of "Overkill" is so awesome.
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| Even through the suffering of graduate school applications...
I think life is getting better. I feel joy now. Something I haven't felt in a very long time.
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